All are friends

I had such an interesting week last week!
I was hanging out with my old high school friends!
Vincent, William Achu, Deddy and Jacelyn.

We haven't seen each other for so long!!
but recently we kinda hanging out..
Watching the mini theatre, hanging out, playing Ludo, talking whatever things that cross ur mind, playing cards.
I don't know what it is. but I kinda feel comfortable with the whole thing..
We just know each other since back then so we can be very open and honest.

Sometimes when I hang around friends, I can sense sort of artificial bond, or a feeling that it's just a beneficial friendship where you get used or U get to use people. That kind of friendship is considered a social necessity for me. It's not that I ever use people. But it's just not very real. It is not something that I can tie my heart around or trust on too much. I am just so sick of feeling pain, betrayed, loss or any other negative feelings that I always remind myself to never give myself away.

Anyway! the most interesting time was Yesterday!

Yesterday we went to Sunggal!
It was just me, Deddy, Vincent and Jace.
We visited the Crocodile Park and saw numerous number of crocodiles with all size and age. I don't know crocodile could ever look so lazy -,-''
They were just laying around like pieces of wood LOG.
I know they are dangerous though..
Me and my friends were kinda walking around in that small park. Amazed and also kinda feeling funny that Sunggal is so close to Medan City, but Yesterday was the first time all of us ever actually went to the Crocodile Park. But I feel good, at least we visited the place together and could be a good memory to think about.

I ever once visited reptile's park in Thailand when I was still a kid with my Mum and younger bro. Those Thailand's crocodiles sure was a lot more active than the ones I saw with my friends Yesterday.

There are other reptile too in that park. Huge turtles and some Big size Snakes. They also have this huge swamp with muddy water and filled with green algae looking thingy on the surface. We can see a number of crocodile's head floating on the swamp. Thank god there are fences around the swamp or I might felt curious and get closer or something and being eaten by a giant crocodile or whatever.

Well, the whole crocodile park idea was a spontaneous idea. HAHA.
Me and my friends were actually just going to eat some TAHU KUAH HE-CI and MIE REBUS.
Those two are the famous dishes from Sunggal.

So, after the crocodile park, we were heading to Sommerset Housing where we can find the infamous diner recommended by our very own Ms.Jacelyn. Thank you crocodile park auntie for drawing us a tiny map to find the diner place cause Mr.Vincent and Ms.Jacelyn kinda forget how to go there. Me and Deddy were just as clueless about the whole thing.
Sunggal is an unfamiliar territory for me. HAHA!

The he-ci was really nice. Kinda the best he-ci I ever tasted so far. The Mie Rebus also taste nice. We also ordered a plate of Satay with Peanut Sauce.

After that meal, we headed back to Medan City and was planning to go to the great Tjong Afie house since the 4 of us never went there. *Ashamed* We are such bad Medanese indo-chinese HAHA.
But when we arrived there the historic memorial place already closed. It's open from 9-5 only. So, too bad there is nothing I can write about it now.

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Having a ride around, good man Vincent drive us around Yesterday.
After the crocodile, had nice Sunggal meal and being rejected from Tjong Afie house. We headed to Cambridge, had a glass of Starbucks coffee for ourselves and play cards for awhile. Met some friends too in there. Old friends, old friends.

Then until around 6 something Mr.Vincent had to leave cause he got some things to do. Hehehhe.

He left the 3 of us in my house and then it was my turn to drive.
We go fetch my little sister back to home from Sun and then headed to Sushi Tei to have a dinner.

After dinner, had some coffee at Bakerzine. It was just across the Japanese restaurant.

I think I might have spent rather too much Yesterday but I had a good time ^^ And beside it was a rare occasion that we could hang out all day like that. It's very worth it :D

Late night Coffee time.
We got to catch up the missing time and we talk a lot.
Laugh some and I hope they had a good time and feel good too like me.
I don't know how much I miss my old friends until I have met them again.
They are all different now but It's very nice to finally catching up the lost time.

Friends friends, all friends. Everyone are friends :)
I love all my friends dearly.

M.

A Letter from Mom and Dad

...My Child,

When I get old,
I hope you understand and have patience with me.

In case I break a plate,
or spill soup on the table because I am losing my eyesight,
I hope you don't yell at me.
Older people are sensitive.
Always having self-pity when you yell.

When my hearing gets worse and I can't hear what you are saying,
I hope you don't call me, "Deaf!"
Please repeat what you say
Or write it down

I am sorry, my child.
... I am getting older

When my knees get weaker,
I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you when you were little,
learning how to walk.

Please bear with me
When I keep repeating myself like a broken record,
I hope you just keep listening to me
Please don't make fun of me,
or
get sick of listening to me

Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a Balloon?
You repeated yourself over and over until you got what you wanted

...Please also pardon my smell.
I smell like an old person
Please don't force me to shower.
My body is weak.
Old people gets sick easily when they are cold.
I hope I don't gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didn't want to shower.

I hope you can be patient with me
When I am always cranky
It's all part of getting old.
You'll understand when you're older

And if you have spare time,
I hope we can talk
Even for a few minutes
I am always by myself all the time.
And have no one to talk to
I know you are busy with work.
Even if you are not interested in my stories,
please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little?
I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.

When the time comes
and I get ill and bedridden,
I hope you have the patience to take care of me.

I'M SORRY
If I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life
I am not going to last much longer, anyway.

When the time of my death comes,
I hope you hold my hand
and give me the strength to face death.

And don't worry...
When I finally meet our creator..
I will whisper in his ear
to BLESS you
Because you loved your Mom and Dad.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you.

With much love,
- Mom and Dad-


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I came across this video on Facebook and found the link to share it here using YouTube.
OMG... this video made me cry a hundred tears.
I have always been trying to make my parents happy.
But when I look at this video
I know I haven't done much for them
I am afraid and also feel so sad if my parents would later on get older...
:(
I love them so much.

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M.

Faye Wong - Eyes On Me

Listen and Download:
HERE.

Lyrics:
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

Video:


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I've been listening to this song since i was a Kid and was playing Final Fantasy 8 :))
This is a very good song ^^

M

This is why stores have to have stock list

Something so strange happened just now!
Went to the small Supermarket near my Showroom. Walked with the rhythm of the falling rain ^^ It is raining.. I love the rain..

So, in the I got myself two Magnum (ice cream), a Toothpaste, and a loaf of bread.

So, each Magnum's price is Rp.11,000, the toothpaste cost Rp.7,000 and the bread cost the same as the Magnum.

Magnum x2 = Rp. 22,000.
Toothpaste = Rp. 7,000.
Bread = Rp. 11.000.
Total = Rp. 40,000.

But the cashier's typed in the register, and the total in the receipt was Rp. 29.000!! =.=''
I think she hadn't input one of the ice cream or the breadddd!

I've argued with the cashier that the total is more than that but she wasn't listening.
Oh well.. I feel bad for the owner cause the employee is so thick!
Was turning my head around, trying to find the Auntie. She was no where to be found.
Nothing I can do, keep insisting on paying more will just make me look stupid -,-''


Oh dear.. such a strange happening -,-'
By doing this, will it be counted as a Sin??
Nyoh..
Hope nottt.. -__-''


M.

The Lion Whisperer

Wow! I just came across this dude in the internet!

His name is Kevin Richardson (similar name with the Kevin Richardson of the Backstreet Boys).
He's a Lion Whisperer! Means he can make a bond with The Lions!
And some other animal like the Hyena and the Panther or the Cheetah!

I also found out that he's living with 38 lions! o.O''

I think that's so cool.. I'd like to Hug a lion too! and make it guard my house >..<'' I have soft spot for Cat or Kitten.. Though I'd be scared to stand near a living Lion -,-'' Unless it's in the zoo and they're behind the bars with huge pond in between *sniggers

Here are some cool Pictures of the dude and his lions:






Quite cool right?!
Seems like this guy is so sweet and soft with the Lions! ^^
You can find some cool videos of this guy in You Tube :D

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M.

Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree

Listen and Download:
HERE.

Lyrics:
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Video:


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This is a very old song!
I remember my Big bro and a cousin was listening to this repeatedly while me and my younger brother playing Ghost Buster in the old Nintendo 96!


M.

Crashed

Today is a totally crashed day Indeed -_-'

I fell ASLEEP in the middle of the working time!
I was so tired! Couldn't keep my eyes open.

Last night was Granny's Birthday, and the entire family from out of town was coming.
Oh well, except some imbeciles grandchildren were missing.. whatever their reason, it's unforgivable not to show up on your granny's birthday.
Hello? A little conscience?
At the end of the party My Dad brought along and opened up a Black Label Jack Daniel's as a complimentary for the party.

I drank 3 shots!

When the birthday was over and we all went back home. I felt all warm and so awake I couldn't sleep. Alcohol affects me differently perhaps. Last time when I was at Entrance I was dancing like a hyper lunatic. Still so blank when I think about that night.
But last night I felt quite awake!
Watching some TV series and then in the middle of the night was listening to Dol ranting about some matters.

Anyway, I think I finally asleep around 4? or somewhere around that time.

I had to wake up at 8 and start working.

Then, Fell asleep arnd 3 o'clock in the afternoon.

My Boss was livid. When I said Boss I mean my MUM. She was like this Lioness. So scary.

-,-''

So, I learn my lesson. No Alcohol on working day -,-'' it has bad effects not only for health but for the safety of your work environment!

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M.

Last one for Now

I have admired you for sometimes now..

You have the most gorgeous smile I've ever set my eyes on.
You are independent.
You are strong.

You are everything I adore..

Even though so..
I have to set my feet on this reality.
Live my whole life for something real.

You are in relationship...

Seeing your hands joining together.
Seeing your happiness when you are together.
Seeing your eyes filled with joy around her.

My heart keep breaking..
But you mustn't know.
She mustn't know.

I have to smile.
I have to be happy.

I truly don't enjoy the sight..
But I need to remind myself with this painful interaction of love you share..

I keep this pain in order to see you smile.
That's all I think of.

Something real, u will figure it out in future time..
You will find out the truth... Truth never lies..

Right now,
You are living in this lie.
Lie that faked like real.
Your so blind.
Blinded by all the joyful things, the tasty words.

I feel sad for your blindness.

I don't know whether you know the things that she has done..
All the cheating and the lies..

I don't know..
Perhaps you love her so much you ignore it.
Perhaps you love her so much you pretend your ignorance.

Or perhaps..

Your really blind from it all...

Either way..
Your sad.. Your a sad sad hopeless romantic.

Honestly.. When I think about you.
I almost weep..

But for now you don't know yet.. and it doesn't matter, does it?

If you are happy with this kind of situation..
I am happy for you too..
That's all I want.

I can't whisper the truth..
What's the use of that when you are still living in this crazy paradise.
You won't believe a word I say anyway.

So, there's really nothing I can do.
Other than little pieces of my heart is missing everyday.

One day when you can open your eyes.

And you are still with her.
Maybe at that time she changed or you accepted her.
I have promise myself that I am still going to be happy for you.

But when you choose to leave her.. Or more ironic. She left you.

I'll be there.
As a friend..
As someone who try to cheer you..
As someone who will try to be the best for you...

But at that time if you don't see me fit.

The final piece of my heart for you would hesitantly disappear.
Life will go on as it always is.

All I want is for you to be happy.
Nothing more.

Cause you..
Are at best when you smile and happy.

-End-



M.

Sailing again

When I saw you the first time.

You were standing out from others.

You tried to step on both ships..

But in the end you fall down cause the ships depart into different directions.

I feel very bad for you.

The other ship has abandoned you.

I only want someone who choose to step on my ship with both feet or not at all.

You've been fooled.. I don't know, I've predicted it.

Still

I feel bad for you.

If only you were wise enough...

I've gave u the mini boat for u to sail yourself..

And me..

I am going to sail again,
Perhaps next time, the next person that I meet can decide where to put the feet on just one ship.

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M.

One of Those Days

It's 12.42 PM

It's an odd day today.

I slept at 4 AM and woke up at 7 exactly.
There's no alarm. No one knocking on the door.

Perhaps, it's because I was dreaming of someone.. Maybe it's so unreal it woke me up.

So well.. today is started.
Cleaning up then doing my errands just now.

I have a couple of sleepless nights recently. Sometimes I have a bad dream, I woke up but I forget what's the bad dream was.

I don't know what's the matter with me. But one of these days I feel like just laying down, close my eyes and sleep like for days.

I don't want to die or anything. Life has been good.
I have drove through one hell of a ride so far
and I plan to get into another exciting journey in the future.

I am thinking about writing a novel about life in average. Life in my POV. But I know better, people would all die in despair after reading it.

Hey! Wait! I am a happy person seriously! I think I am very positive and uncaring about the small stuffs. I think that makes me so happy, positive and easy going that I am bored? --'
Does that make sense?

I think if I am the heart meter. The beat would be flat.
I think I just lost my soul somewhere.
I think.. I think too much -,-'
I am confusing myself sometimes.

But well, I know I am special and stuff.

This is just one of those unfortunate days where u don't get enough sleep and your mind wonders and take control of your entire existence for a while.

There are two house flies btw near the kitchen.
It can't be helped though.. They are "house" flies after all...
I wish their name should be terrace flies, or pavement flies, or something else.. so they stay outside.

I hate flies. I hate mosquitoes. I hate insects.
Nothing cute about them.

But I do love flowers, forehead kisses, and hugs.

Damn. That's not even connected at all.
I can be chatty.
Crap.
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End

M.

Granny's gift

I accompanied my Mum to the market.
She was shopping for the stuffs to give to my grandma for her birthday.

My dad and her was making this kind of huge basket filled with stuffs.
Some canned Pork Chops and Sardines.
Some Oranges.
Some Apples.
Two bottle of Madoc Red Wine (I was looking at the wine)
Some Eggs?
There are some other things but I can't recall anyway.

I don't know why they have to put it in the basket, but it looks nice though. I have no idea my Dad actually have talent in packaging.

My Grandma's birthday isn't due until next week. But Happy Birthday Grandma.
Love you. You and I don't see each other much. But I am thinking of u a lot. Muax.

-End-

M.

Kesabaran

Di suatu sore, seorang anak datang kepada ayahnya yg sedang baca koran…

“Ayah, ayah” kata sang anak.

“Ada apa?” tanya sang ayah.

“Aku capek, sangat capek … aku capek karena aku belajar mati matian untuk mendapat nilai bagus sedang temanku bisa dapat nilai bagus dengan menyontek…aku mau menyontek saja! aku capek. sangat capek…

Aku capek karena aku harus terus membantu ibu membersihkan rumah, sedang temanku punya pembantu, aku ingin kita punya pembantu saja! … aku capek, sangat capek …

Aku capek karena aku harus menabung, sedang temanku bisa terus jajan tanpa harus menabung…aku ingin jajan terus!

Aku capek, sangat capek karena aku harus menjaga lisanku untuk tidak menyakiti, sedang temanku enak saja berbicara sampai aku sakit hati…

Aku capek, sangat capek karena aku harus menjaga sikapku untuk menghormati teman teman ku, sedang teman temanku seenaknya saja bersikap kepada ku…

Aku capek ayah, aku capek menahan diri…aku ingin seperti mereka…mereka terlihat senang, aku ingin bersikap seperti mereka ayah !” sang anak pun mulai menangis.

Kemudian sang ayah hanya tersenyum dan mengelus kepala anaknya sambil berkata, ”Anakku ayo ikut ayah, ayah akan menunjukkan sesuatu kepadamu," lalu sang ayah menarik tangan sang anak kemudian mereka menyusuri sebuah jalan yang sangat jelek, banyak duri, serangga, lumpur, dan ilalang… lalu sang anak pun mulai mengeluh ” ayah mau kemana kita?? Aku tidak suka jalan ini, lihat sepatuku jadi kotor, kakiku luka karena tertusuk duri. badanku dikelilingi oleh serangga, berjalanpun susah krn ada banyak ilalang… aku benci jalan ini ayah.”

Sang ayah hanya diam.

Sampai akhirnya mereka sampai pada sebuah telaga yang sangat indah, airnya sangat segar, ada banyak kupu kupu, bunga bunga yang cantik, dan pepohonan yang rindang…

“Wwaaaah… tempat apa ini ayah? Aku suka! Aku suka tempat ini!” sang ayah hanya diam dan kemudian duduk di bawah pohon yang rindang beralaskan rerumputan hijau.

“Kemarilah anakku, ayo duduk di samping ayah,” ujar sang ayah, lalu sang anak pun ikut duduk di samping ayahnya.

” Anakku, tahukah kau mengapa di sini begitu sepi? padahal tempat ini begitu indah…?”

” Tidak tahu ayah, memangnya kenapa?”

” Itu karena orang orang tidak mau menyusuri jalan yang jelek tadi, padahal mereka tau ada telaga di sini, tetapi mereka tidak bisa bersabar dalam menyusuri jalan itu.”

” Ooh… berarti kita orang yang sabar ya yah? Syukurlah..”

” Nah, akhirnya kau mengerti.”

” Mengerti apa Ayah? Aku tidak mengerti.”

” Anakku, butuh kesabaran dalam belajar, butuh kesabaran dalam bersikap baik, butuh kesabaran dalam kujujuran, butuh kesabaran dalam setiap kebaikan agar kita mendapat kemenangan, seperti jalan yang tadi… bukankah kau harus sabar saat ada duri melukai kakimu, kau harus sabar saat lumpur mengotori sepatumu, kau harus sabar melawati ilalang dan kau pun harus sabar saat dikelilingi serangga… dan akhirnya semuanya terbayar kan? ada telaga yang sangatt indah.. seandainya kau tidak sabar, apa yang kau dapat? kau tidak akan mendapat apa apa anakku, oleh karena itu bersabarlah anakku”

” Tapi ayah, tidak mudah untuk bersabar.”

” Aku tau, oleh karena itu ada ayah yang menggenggam tanganmu agar kau tetap kuat … begitu pula hidup, ada ayah dan ibu yang akan terus berada di sampingmu agar saat kau jatuh, kami bisa mengangkatmu, tapi… ingatlah anakku… ayah dan ibu tidak selamanya bisa mengangkatmu saat kau jatuh, suatu saat nanti, kau harus bisa berdiri sendiri… maka jangan pernah kau gantungkan hidupmu pada orang lain, jadilah dirimu sendiri… seorang pemuda beriman yang kuat, yang tetap tabah dan taat karena ia tahu ada Tuhan di sampingnya… maka kau akan dapati dirimu tetap berjalan menyusuri kehidupan saat yang lain memutuskan untuk berhenti dan pulang… maka kau tau akhirnya kan?”

” Ya ayah, aku tau.. aku akan dapat surga yang indah yang lebih indah dari telaga ini … sekarang aku mengerti … terima kasih ayah , aku akan tegar saat yang lain terlempar.”

Sang ayah hanya tersenyum sambil menatap wajah anak kesayangannya.

-End-


This story is not mine. It's chain lettered through the mail.
Have a good read.

M.

6 Pelajaran Hati

1. Awal dari cinta adalah membiarkan orang yang kita cinta menjadi dirinya sendiri, dan tidak merubahnya menjadi gambaran yang kita inginkan.. Jika tidak, kita hanya mencintai pantulan diri sendiri yang kita temukan di dalam dirinya.

2. Hanya diperlukan waktu semenit untuk menaksir seseorang, sejam untuk menyukai seseorang, dan sehari untuk mencintai seseorang.. Tetapi diperlukan waktu seumur hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.

3. Kebahagiaan tersedia bagi mereka yang menangis, mereka yang disakiti hatinya, mereka yang mencari, dan mereka yang mencoba.. Karena hanya mereka itulah yang menghargai pentingnya orang-orang yang pernah hadir dalam hidup mereka.

4. Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba, jangan pernah menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup, dan jangan pernah mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

5. Waktu kamu lahir, kamu menangis dan orang-orang disekelilingmu tersenyum - maka jalanilah hidupmu dengan baik, sehingga pada waktu kamu meninggal, kamu akan tersenyum dan orang-orang disekelilingmu menangis.

6. Bermimpilah tentang apa yang ingin kamu impikan, pergilah ketempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi, jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan, karena kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan.

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M.

Usher - Let It Burn

Download and Listen:
www.4shared.com

Lyrics:

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

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M.

Life is an Echo

Life is an echo.
What you send out - comes back.
What you sow - you reap.
What you give - you get.
What you see in others - exists in you.

Remember, Life is an echo.
It always get back to you.

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Not mine too.
Enjoy :)

M.

Life is too Short

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

So, love the people who treat you right
and forget about the ones who don't.

And believe
that everything happens for a reason...

If you get a chance - take it
If it change your life - let it

Nobody say it would be easy...
They just promised
it would be worth it.

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Not mine. Just savor it.

M.

Paramore - The Only Exception

Listen and Download:
HERE.

Lyrics:

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

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My Exception :)

M.

The Joker

She is the master of manipulation.
She knows how to trick your mind.
She is the Joker.

She can be nice.
She can be cruel.

Joker knows how to play by the rules.
Yet, she also know how to play beyond the rules.

Joker is a good friend.
Joker is a bad foe.

When you face a Joker.
You better know your next step.

Joker makes your life exciting.
Joker can make your life miserable.

Joker looks so invincible.
But deep inside Ms Joker is a human too.

Ms Joker. Oh, Ms Joker.
What should we do to understand you?

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Dedicated to a friend of mine.
Whose actions have taught me that some people are just not meant for you to be too close.
Not because you are not good.
But because they themselves are too insecure or incapable of attachment.

M.

Brian Mcknight - Back at One

Listen and Download:
HERE.

Lyrics:

It's undeniable, that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal
Yeah...

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see.. that your the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start to Back at One (yeah)

So Incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart

Cause...

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see, that your the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start to Back at One...

Say farewell to the dark of night, I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line,... just in the Nick of Time...

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see, that your the only one for me... girl and...
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start to Back at One.

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Very beautiful song..

M.