One of Those Days

It's 12.42 PM

It's an odd day today.

I slept at 4 AM and woke up at 7 exactly.
There's no alarm. No one knocking on the door.

Perhaps, it's because I was dreaming of someone.. Maybe it's so unreal it woke me up.

So well.. today is started.
Cleaning up then doing my errands just now.

I have a couple of sleepless nights recently. Sometimes I have a bad dream, I woke up but I forget what's the bad dream was.

I don't know what's the matter with me. But one of these days I feel like just laying down, close my eyes and sleep like for days.

I don't want to die or anything. Life has been good.
I have drove through one hell of a ride so far
and I plan to get into another exciting journey in the future.

I am thinking about writing a novel about life in average. Life in my POV. But I know better, people would all die in despair after reading it.

Hey! Wait! I am a happy person seriously! I think I am very positive and uncaring about the small stuffs. I think that makes me so happy, positive and easy going that I am bored? --'
Does that make sense?

I think if I am the heart meter. The beat would be flat.
I think I just lost my soul somewhere.
I think.. I think too much -,-'
I am confusing myself sometimes.

But well, I know I am special and stuff.

This is just one of those unfortunate days where u don't get enough sleep and your mind wonders and take control of your entire existence for a while.

There are two house flies btw near the kitchen.
It can't be helped though.. They are "house" flies after all...
I wish their name should be terrace flies, or pavement flies, or something else.. so they stay outside.

I hate flies. I hate mosquitoes. I hate insects.
Nothing cute about them.

But I do love flowers, forehead kisses, and hugs.

Damn. That's not even connected at all.
I can be chatty.
Crap.
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M.