Never judge anyone

A doctor entered the hospital in hurry after being called for an urgent surgery. He answered the call asap, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block. He found the boy's father going and coming in the hall waiting for the doctor.

Once seeing him, the dad yelled, "Why did you take all this time to come? Don't you know that my son's life is in danger? Don't you have the sense of responsibility?"

The doctor smiled and said, "I am sorry, I wasn't in the hospital and I came the fastest I could after receiving the call. And now, I wish you calm down for that I can do my work".

"Calm down?! What if your son was in this room right now, would you calm down? If your son dies now what will you do?!" said the father angrily.

The doctor smiled again and replied: "I will say Doctor cannot prolong lives. Go and make do a pray for your son, we will do our best in God".

"Giving advises when we're not concerned is so easy", murmured the father.

The surgery took some hours after which the doctor went out happy, "Thank God, your son is saved!" And without waiting the father's reply he carried on his way running "If you have any question, ask my nurse".

"Why is he so arrogant? He couldn't wait just a few minutes so I can ask about my son's state", commented the father when seeing the nurse minutes after the doctor left. The nurse answered, tears coming down her face, "His son died yesterday in a road accident, he was in the burial when we called him for your son's surgery. And now that he had saved your son's life, he left running to finish his son's burial. 

"Never judge anyone. Because you never know how their life is & what they're going through...."

Source: anonymous

Yoon Jong Shin - Age 나이

Lyrics :

안되는 걸 알고 되는 걸 아는 거 그 이별이 왜 그랬는지 아는 거
andweneun goralgo dweneun goraneun go geu ibyori we geurenneunji aneun go
Knowing that it can’t, Knowing that it can, Knowing that why we broke up

세월한테 배우는 거 결국 그럴 수 밖에 없다는 거
sewor-hante beuneun go gyolguk geurol su bakke opdaneun go
Learning it from time, eventually that’s just how it is

두자리의 숫자 나를 설명하고 두 자리의 숫자 잔소리하네
dujariye sutja nareul solmyonghago du jariye sutja jansorihane
The two digits explain myself, The two digits scold me

너 뭐하냐고 왜 그러냐고 지금이 그럴 때냐고
no mwohanyago we geuronyago jigeumi geurol ttenyago
What are you doing? What is the matter with you? Is this the time to do that?


잊고살라는 흔한 말은 철없이 살아가는 친구의 성의없는 충고
itgosallaneun heunhan mareun chorobsi saraganeun chin-guye song-e omneun chunggo
Forget about it and just live, the insincere advice that my mindless friend gives me

내 가슴 고민들은 겹겹이 다닥다닥 굳어 버린 채 한 몸되어 날 누른다
ne gaseum gomindeureun gyopgyobi dadakdadak gudo borin che han momdweo nal-lureunda
In my heart, my concerns layer up, It hardens up as a big patch and presses me


*날 사랑해 난 아직도 사랑받을 만해 이제서야 진짜 나를 알 것 같은데
*nal saranghe nan ajikdo sarangbadeul manhe ijesoya jinjja nareural got gateunde
*I love myself, I’m still worth to love, I think I finally know myself now

*이렇게 떠밀리듯 가면 언젠가 나이가 멈추는 날 서두르듯 마지막 말 할까봐
*iroke ttomillideut gamyon onjen-ga naiga momchuneun nal sodureudeut majimang-mar-halkkabwa
*But to be pushed to leave like this, One day when I stop aging, I’m afraid that I’ll hastily say my last words

*이것저것 뒤범벅인 된 채로 사랑해 용서해 내가 잘못했어 조금만 더 조금만 더
*igotjogot dwibombogin dwen chero saranghe yongsohe nega jalmot-hesso jogeumman do jogeumman do
*With everything mixed up, I love you, forgive me, it’s my fault, A little more, a little more


널 사랑해 날 용서해 지금부터
nol saranghe nal yongsohe jigeumbuto
I love you;Forgive me, starting now


채 두자리를 넘기기 어려운데 늘어나는 속도는 점점 빨라지고
che dujarireul-lomgigi oryounde neuronaneun sokdoneun jomjom ppallajigo
It’s hard to surpass the two digits, But the speed is getting faster

하지 말아야 할 게 늘었어 어린 변화는 못 마땅해 고개 돌려 한 숨 쉬어도
haji maraya hal ge neurosso orin byonhwaneun mot mattanghe goge dollyo han sum swiodo
I’ve done more things that I shouldn’t have, Young changes are displeasing, Even if I turn around and sigh


Repeat * 1x


널 사랑해 날 용서해 지금부터
nol saranghe nal yongsohe jigeumbuto
I love you, Forgive me, starting now

내 잘못이야 날 용서해 지금부터
ne jalmosiya nal yongsohe jigeumbuto
It’s my fault, forgive me, starting now

날 사랑해 지쳐가는 날 사랑해
nal saranghe jichyoganeun nal saranghe
I love myself, I love the exhausted me

Adele - Someone Like You

Lyrics:

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You'd know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Korean Variety Shows

What's up!

People, I know there are some people who came across this blog, whether you are from Indonesia or foreign country, please please try to watch Korean Variety shows called "Running Man"!

It is very entertaining and possibly might brighten even the worst of days ^^

Another show i'd like to recommend is "Family Outing", another Korean shows. 

For anti-Korean people, i don't man.. try to watch these shows. You are missing something very important in life XD *exaggerating*

I'm serious. Give it a try guys!

I don't think it's necessary for me to put up the pictures of the shows, you just need to Google it up if you wanna check em out.

have a nice night! and try it, u won't regret to ever know these two shows

^^

muah2!

Just a piece of mind

Engkau yang sedang disedihkan oleh cinta,
dengarlah ini ...

Jika seseorang mengatakan bahwa dia mencintaimu,
tetapi kata-kata dan tindakannya tidak menghormatimu
sebagai pribadi yang baik dan mandiri,
maka dia tidak betul-betul mencintaimu.

Mungkin dia ingin memilikimu, tetapi pasti itu bukan cinta.

CINTA ADALAH PEMUJAAN.

Maka bagaimana mungkin orang yang seharusnya memujamu – menyakitimu?

Tegaskanlah dirimu, ini hidupmu.

-Mario Teguh

Kim Jong Kook - Don't Be Nice To Me

Video:




Lyrics:


자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요
jakku jalhae juji mayo deoneun jalhae juji mayo
Don't keep being nice to me Don't be nice to me anymore

차라리 차가운 게 오히려 나을 텐데
charari chagaun ge ohiryeo naeul tende
Being indifferent and cold to me I think that way would be better

아님 무관심 한 게 오히려 나을 텐데
anim mugwansim han ge ohiryeo naeul tende
Being unaware of me I think that way would be better

옷자락 끝에 묻은 먼지를 떼주는 일
otjarak kkeute mudeun meonjireul ttejuneun il
The dust at the end of my clothes you dust it away from me

무심코 웃으면서 어깨에 기대는 일
musimko useumyeonseo eokkaee gidaeneun il
Laughing so care-freely you lean on me


그냥 버릇 일 꺼야 지워보고 바쁘게 하룰 보내봐도
geunyang beoreut il kkeoya jiwobogo bappeuge harul bonaebwado
All the habits one forms, erase it away I try to make myself busy today but...


눈에 찍힌 사진처럼 또 생각나고 생각나
nune jjikhin sajincheoreom tto saenggangnago saenggangna
Like a picture stuck in my eyes I think of you and think of you



자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요 또 다시
jakku jalhae juji mayo deoneun jalhae juji mayo tto dasi
Don't keep being nice to me Don't be nice to me anymore

사랑 앞에 무릎 꿇고 아파할 자신 없네요
sarang ape mureup kkurko apahal jasin eomneyo
I can't again, get on my knees before love I don't have the courage to get hurt again

혹시 다른 맘이라면 나완 다른 맘이라면 누군가
hoksi dareun mamiramyeon nawan dareun mamiramyeon nugunga
If your intentions were different If it's not the same as mine

물어보면 소개해요 그냥 아는 사람 이라고 담담하게
mureobomyeon sogaehaeyo geunyang aneun saram irago damdamhage
If someone asks you , "Who is he?" It's just someone I know without worries


며칠 전 내게 했던 늦은 밤 그 전화는
myeochil jeon naege haetdeon neujeun bam geu jeonhwaneun
The thing I did a couple of days ago The phone call that rang late at night

못 받은 게 아니라 받을 수 없었어요
mot badeun ge anira badeul su eobseosseoyo
it's not that I didn't want to pick it up, It's that I couldn't pick it up

혹시 술에 취해서 생각 없이 외로운 맘에 보고 싶다
hoksi sure chwihaeseo saenggak eobsi oeroun mame bogo sipda
In case you were drunk and said it carelessly that you want to see me..

말할까 봐 아침이면 다 아닌 일이 될까 봐
malhalkka bwa achimimyeon da anin iri doelkka bwa
I figure even if you say it, you will not remember tomorrow



자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요 또 다시
jakku jalhae juji mayo deoneun jalhae juji mayo tto dasi
Don't keep being nice to me Don't be nice to me anymore

사랑 앞에 무릎 꿇고 아파할 자신 없네요
sarang ape mureup kkurko apahal jasin eomneyo
I can't again, get on my knees before love I don't have the courage to get hurt again

사랑 그 하나만으로 세상 모든 걸 가졌던 그때로
sarang geu hanamaneuro sesang modeun geol gajyeotdeon geuttaero
Holding on to only love When I had the whole world..

그리워도 돌아가는 길을 찾을 수 없어서
geuriwodo doraganeun gireul chajeul su eobseoseo
Going back to that day, even although I miss it I cannot find my way there

혹시 같은 맘 일까 봐 나와 같은 맘 일 까봐
hoksi gateun mam ilkka bwa nawa gateun mam il kkabwa
In case we were thinking about the same thing In case our hearts are aligned

또 다시 기대하고 또 기다리죠 사랑 앞에서 나 오늘도 바보처럼
tto dasi gidaehago tto gidarijyo sarang apeseo na oneuldo babocheoreom
Once again , I anticipate, and wait again, Today in front of love.. Like a fool again

그대 앞에 또 서성이죠 바보처럼
geudae ape tto seoseongijyo babocheoreom
I wait for you once again.. Like a fool..


자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요 또 다시...
jakku jalhae juji mayo deoneun jalhae juji mayo tto dasi...
Don't keep being nice to me Don't be nice to me anymore...



Kim Joong Kook, has a nice voice !

Dangers and Threats of Industrial Food Additives

Food additives are the substance that has been used in food since a long time ago.

They are being used to accelerate the taste of the food, or to preserve it so it can stay edible for quite a time.

There are natural food additives and then there are man-made food additives.

Natural food additives include, sugar, salt or vinegar. These are the kind of food additives that is quite safe to be consumed by people since they are made naturally. Natural food additives has been found and used since centuries ago. To make pickles, kimchi (korean) and many other foods.

Other than that, there are also man-made food additives / industrial. These man-made food additives are used for flavoring and also there are kinds that are used for food coloring.

Believe it or not, every person who consumes industrial manufactured food must have tasted a man-made food additive once or twice.

Even though most of it is tested to be safe for consuming, some of these industrial food additives have shown that in some cases of studies it has been proved that excessive or long term consuming might causes / trigger cancer, hyperactivity in children, migraine and other health risk for the consumer.

In some countries the use of man-made food additives has been written on the packages, some even named or numbered it.

It is up to the consumer to decide or check whether it is safe to be consumed or not.

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• Vegetarian Dietary Beneficial and a Better Lifestyle
• 3 Fruits That Keeps You Forever Young

Stupid

Dang, brother and sister
Something lame just happened

Went to have a bit of the unusual dinner with my lil' sister, I said unusual coz usually we rarely hanging out together like this. Most of the time when she's back from school in the late afternoon, usually i'd be out with some friends or sleeping like a log. So, i just happen to be so free tonight that i took her for a dinner at this Japanese restaurant and to watch a movie.

Andddd the dumbest thing happened! i forget to bring my purse damn itttt -,,,,-'''' imagine how embarrassing would it be if i'm out with other people. LOL! This is a sign of getting old i'm tellin ya.

One time I remember I went out of house completely neat and all set up, but i left my shoes and wore slippers instead -,,- and the weirdest one must be when I went out in the middle of the night and have to call back home coz I forgot what i went out for (to get dinner for my homey it was).

Anyway, My big bro has to come and bail us out from the restaurant (as if we're in jail) hahahas. And I managed to rip some cash off him. Thanks for the loan Bro!

Embarrassing, i have to be more careful I suppose.
This forgetting stuff thing is getting troublesome!
I think i should try that ginko biloba stuff? LOLs. too much?

Watched Hangover 2 afterwards. Months and we finally get to see it. It's crazy as expected.
I'm not sure it's appropriate for my sister, but hey, kids does grow up faster nowadays yes?
Surely she gets that it's all just humor...
Well, i'mma go over it with her later.
Annnddddd, back to the movie.
It's a little over the top but I still love Mr chow and the wolf pack. So whatever I'm biased.

Lessons and lessons everyday

It's so funny how fate leads one human being to another.

The process of meeting new people in your life is intriguing if you think about it.

People are not just formed by their background or their family alone.

Everyone that you meet in your life that you get to connect with, whether in a deep or shallow circumstances are part of the individual molecule for your whole existence.

Some people stay in your life for good.

These people are like God’s gift to us fragile human. They are found by your side not only when you are happy but also when you are sad. Be grateful if you have some of these people with you. They are your friends.

Then there are people who are only passing by in your life. The time you get to spent with them is short and it is better if you have no emotional feeling attached with them. Either these people make you feel better with life or regret ever meeting them.

And then there are some people who gave you the best lesson in your life depending on how you react to them.

They were not just leaving when they already grew in your heart; they also somehow kill you inside before they left you.

With these people, you meet them. You guys grow attached. Get to know a little bit of each other. Laugh together when you shared the silliest of jokes. Everything was good; you thought you found some good people on earth. And yet somehow another day passed, some drama conflict happened, misunderstanding or simply anger.

You count on them to care as much as you ever did and then they did the worst thing you never thought they would ever do to you.

They turn away and leave as if you meant nothing to them.

Fate leads us to this and it taught us many things depending on how you want to learn from it. Either you become a stronger and positive person, or a bitter and negative person. It’s your call to make. 

One thing you have to know for sure is that you are precious. Never let anyone tell you otherwise.

The Kind of Angels

People asked me,
"Have you let it go?"
And I get to answer, "Yes" to that questions with the surrealism I've found months ago.

But nein, nein, nein.
That does not mean I will forget a single thing about you.
Hey soul sister.
I remember everything.
I remember you wrote "MINE" on the back of my hand.
I remember you said, "We have all the time in the world".
I remember your smile.
I remember when your face turned red from laughing.
I remember Everything.
It'll never be forgotten.
Memories of you stay within.

They said you're a coward.
They said you're evil.
Maybe you are.
But who am I to answer and judge?
Only God has the right to that.

Hey there, the kind of angels who are just passing by in people's life.
May the almighty gives you all the happiness you might deserve.

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!

This September is indeed a wonderful month ^^ Most of my best friends are back in town and I get the blessing to spent my birthday with people who are dear to me! I celebrated my birthday earlier than the actual date, ahhahas, coz my dummiest friend Nike DEFINITELY TOTALLY MUST have forgotten my birthday! It's 15th! And she went on relaxingly booked a ticket back to Sydney on 14th D: Nik if u get to read this, i will rememberrrrrrrr! Meh, I can't really blame her though her memory somewhat is like Dory from finding nemo. And i'm a lil bit like Merlin. Hahahhas, but baby Gori thank you for being the same age crazy sister i never have. Siong ti cie mei? Lololol I love you! Anyway, I want to mention my deepest gratitude to Jejes for the effort of realizing a customized Jae Suk Oppa and Snape Cupcakes from La Maison Pattisserie. Afterwards, of course millions of thank you to Harrick and Stella for the hard work. The cupcakes taste good and the icing figures are pure awesome-ness! I repeattt, pure awesome-nessssss! Both Jae Suk Oppa and Snape are still live in my fridge until Today! Another thank you, thank you, thank you to Chris and Jhonny, Sorry you guys were waiting for a bit there. PS. I DO Like the Macaroons! Nath and Jillo my ure ure thank you for sparing some times, LS xie xie, Jace and Wen who made me upset for a bit! I was shockeddddd you knowww, lols, aku kira kalian memang tak bisa datang T_T huhuhuhu! Jae Suk Oppa Icing! Severus Snape So many cakesss! Lol!

ure ure :D

Belekes! plus Chris ^^

Sorry for waiting yah you two ! ^^''

lil sis, mom and dad

With my Big Bro

My Dummy Lil Bro

I wish I could gather more people that I love, but well, some are still out there fightin for their study and some are caught up with work and situations.  Anyhow, thank you for the greetings from Everyone! I wish I will stay happy like this till another year comes ^^ I am not the perfect friend, daughter and sister to you guys but thank you for all the love you have shown me through the years. Kamsa hanida everyone :))) From the Deepest heart I Love You.

酒矸倘卖无 (Ciu Kan Tang Bue Bo)

酒矸倘卖无 (Ciu Kan Tang Bue Bo) 
Apa ada botol arak yang di jual? 
by Julie Sue 



Lyrics:

酒矸倘卖无 

Ada botol arak kosong yg dijual? (dia tdk mendapat perhatian orang)

酒矸倘卖无 

Ada botol arak kosong yg dijual? (ia tiada masa depan)

酒矸倘卖无 

Ada botol arak kosong yg dijual? (ia hanya ada kesepian)

酒矸倘卖无 

Ada botol arak kosong yg dijual? (ada botol arak kosong yg dijual )

多么熟悉的声音 

suara yg akrab menemaniku

陪我多少年风和雨 

bertahun-tahun hujan dan angin

从来不需要想起 

Sedari awal tidak perlu diingat

永远也不会忘记　 

takkan terlupakan selamanya 

没有天那有地 

tiada langit darimana bumi?

没有地那有家 

tiada bumi adakah rumah?　

没有家那有你　 

tiada rumah adakah kamu?

没有你那有我 

tiada kamu mana ada saya?

假如你不曾养育我　 

seandainya kamu tidak pernah merawat diriku

给我温暖的生活
dan memberiku kehangatan hidup

假如你不曾保护我

seandainya kamu tidak pernah melindungiku　
我的命运将会是什么 

nasibku entah bagaimana ?
是你抚养我长大 

Adalah engkau yg merawat membesarkanku

对我说第一句话　 

yg mengucapkan sepatah kata pertama padaku

是你给我一个家 

adalah engkau yg memberi aku rumah
让我与你共同拥有它 

membuat aku dan kau memilikinya bersama

虽然你不能开口说一句话 

walau kau tidak bisa berbicara sepatah kata
却更能明白人世间的黑白与真假 

tapi lebih mengetahui hitam putih , palsu benarnya dunia

虽然你不会表达你的真情 

walau engkau tidak bisa mengekspresikan perasaanmu
却付出了热忱的生命 

tapi engkau mengeluarkan keramahan hidup

远处传来你多么熟悉的声音 

dikejauhan suaramu yg akrab terdengar

让我想起你多么慈祥的心灵 

membuatku teringat betapa welasnya hatimu
什么时候你才回到我身旁　 

kapan kau kembali kesisiku

让我再和你一起唱 

membuatku sekali lagi bernyanyi bersama

酒矸倘卖无 

adakah botol arak kosong yg dijual

-END-

Source:  
Everywhere from the internet.

This song is a very touching song from a movie, "Papa, can you hear me sing?"
If you have the chance try to watch this movie :)

And prepare some kleenex or tissue in hand ! 

I Am Alive Again

It's Marlina Koh here
I haven't wrote anything real in this blog for sometimes now.
And this is going to be the longest damn story I will ever write in my blog. EVER.

The thing is, it is not that I don't want to write.

I have been sleep walking recently.

Kept in this state of a physiological coma.
Jailed in my own deluded fantasy.

Completely unable to activated my logical mind.

These are not excuses,
I was literally becoming this hateful person with a down syndrome of self loathing and totally unaware with the existence of my self-confidence.

A lot of my precious time has been wasted
and now I finally feel freedom when I wake up in the morning.

I'm still not sure what happened to me during the last 5 months.
The only thing I know is that I was in Love.

The most beautiful, amazing, euphoric feeling and yet the worst, most painful and suffocating as well.

Because for me, I see "Love" (the real thing) as a magical thing, and that my heart will give me a strong hint once I encounter it.

I trusted my feeling.
I have total faith in the beauty of Love.
I chose to believe they exist like in the movies, in the cartoons and story books. Where the main characters won the heart of their soul mates and then they get together and live happily ever after. Or Love simply be that kind of relationship where you see two old people still walk together with their hands holding each others. 

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And so..

I had this hint with this person... I was in Love.

The most amazing person I have ever met so far (my friends would all complained if they read this, you guys are amazing as well but u know what I meant!)

It was last year before Christmas.
2010.

Me and this person (lets say the name is M as in Mochi, the sticky cake stuff), we went on a dinner at the only well-known Italian Restaurant in the city with some other mutual friends.

I have adored M since a year back, it was early 2010 I suppose.
But hell! I was damn scared to approach or even ask our mutual friends to introduce us.
Maybe I was just scared of rejection.
I am a super shy person when it comes to this kind of thing you know.

But fortunately, around July I finally get to know M and since then we've been keeping in touch 'till recently. 

At that time when we were keeping in touch, I was collecting the hints and checking the chemistry between the two of us every time we meet or chat or whatever it was.
I finally decided to give it a go and try to race to M's heart (I b-l-o-o-d-y raced! Even conducting morally unjustified deed that I swore will never do again in my life. No matter how rotted the rival is. Justification is never going to be justified in this case. I broke the Bro-code of every bro-codes in the rule of brotherhood and sisterhood of the damned travelling pants).

Therefore,
That night is the start of everything.
The dinner went just perfectly for me.
And at that time with every fiber in my body I feel strongly that it was how things were supposed to be happening.

It wasn't because of the wine we had a little too much.

I was truly, madly, deeply falling faster for this person than a shooting star ever fell across the sky!

I felt the damn butterflies in my tummy every time our eyes met.

So from that December night onward we went out quite frequently. 2-3 times a week, sometimes 4 times a week.
I felt so damn happy.
Like I just found out what happiness was!
I swore I could even hear *Savage Garden's I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You* at the back of my head.

Then, we celebrated Valentine's Day together. Not really on the exact day though.. M was so busy on 14th that we celebrated it on 15th. But whatever, we celebrated it.

Me + M + whatever we do together even just sitting in the car = I get into state of Euphoria.

The only person I think about when I woke up, the only person I think about when I fall asleep.
The only person I feel like I wanna grow old with.
I can even picturing M getting old and not grossed out.
I had no idea WHY!

But then..
LOL!! ROTFL!

I think the whole beautiful feelings and moments were not mutually felt. I might be the only person feeling excited about the whole thing. Maybe M was just bored or I was just this puppy to be played around with and then returned to the pet store without realizing this puppy could die from a broken heart.

Apparently, M has been in touch with someone else too.
They are together now. M and this person.
I know it is the same person.
God told me.
I'm joking, I don't speak to God.
Not directly though. (I believe in you God)
It was the same person that M cancelled our weekend for (couple of weeks after Valentine) and innocently or cunningly lied to me saying it was a business meeting (for real? On Friday and Saturday? Dinnertime? Just the two of them? Business Meeting in a Restaurant? I've dated terrible people before but it really was a lame excuse and an insult to common sense).

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And so around the beginning of March after silent treating and ignoring me for days. After I begged around (yea, no shame here) M told me that we should stop seeing each other and there is no future with us.
And just like that M left.
I begged.. yeah, believing we were meant to be.
I begged, believing it would change a thing..
But no, I wasn't worthy enough perhaps.
Not a  billionaire certainly not a saint, nothing major.
Not Yet.

I remember among my begs:
At one time she replied me with:
"Whatever"
And because I was so shocked with that unfeeling reply, I wrote, "WTF? Whatever?"
And M said I cursed -,,,,- and that I was rude.
And ignore me further more.
Omg.
How on earth ? Who was the rude one?
Geez.
I still have the history of our entire conversations, maybe one day when I read them again I can laugh at it and just shrug it off.

I don't know what to say anymore. All I know, I have to protect myself from further humiliation. So to stop myself from continuing the pathetic attempt and begging, I deleted every contact with M and our mutual friends.

Actually the option to just be friends was on the table.
But hell no, I can't just be friends!
Who in the world can after such memories???

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So.. yeah, it went just like that.
Everything felt like a beautiful dream, alas a rather uncalled attitude at the end.

It was so damn hard at the beginning. I was suffering so bad from the memories.

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Hey M, 


If you came across this or maybe not...


You have been hurt before and you must have known how heartache feels.
I thought I could never live without you.
I don't know why you do this to me, I don't care either.
These 5 months not seeing you or talking to you was one of the heaviest thing I have ever done in my life.

But I come to terms now.
I find it in my heart to finally let go of hope, let go of the possibility ever to go back to the moment in the past.

I understand completely with the reality of things will never go back to the way it was.

I heard that you are happy and that person seems like a good one..

So you be good. Be happy.

That's all that matters.

Happy Birthday.

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For family and friends who accompany me through this hard times..

Whether it's small matters or other problems I might have had in the past.

Or you might not even have a single idea but choose to stick around.

These 5 months I might be sultry and in bad mood or sometimes can be a hard ass to deal with.

I'm sorry and Thank You for being the best kind of people around and listen to my thoughts and feelings.

And for those who clearly knew how crushed I was but was nowhere....

Thank You too for showing your true colors :) 

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I am Alive Again finally. 

Recharged. 

Filled with Positive energy.

This is yet another momentum just like in the past,

Things only gets better from here on.

They always do

God Speed.

One of those Days

 

What Then?

M.

Three Wise Monkeys Symbol

Three Wise Monkeys represent 3 attributes of: 

• See No Evil
• Hear No Evil
• Speak No Evil

And sometimes there's another one of "Do No Evil."

It's similar with Confucius's teaching of "Look not at what is contrary to propriety; listen not to what is contrary to propriety; speak not what is contrary to propriety; make no movement which is contrary to propriety."

Wise Much?

I have been a big fan of three wise monkeys since I watched a cartoon featuring them when I was a Kid. Until now I'm still a big fan.

When I can help it I try not to be Snoopy, Gossipy and  Nosy with other people's matter.

I heard that Mahatma Gandhi used to keep a figurine of this three monkeys with him until the day he died.

No wonder he's so wise.

MK. 

 

3 Fruits That Keeps You Forever young

You want to keep your appearance young without consuming any pills? Or injecting Botox on / into your face?

That could happen if you know the right kind of food to consume, Fruit to be exact for this article. Some fruits contained a high amount of antioxidant that when you consume them frequently or on daily basis they could help your body to produce anti-aging system.

There are a number of fruits, but here are the 3 easiest and commonly found fruits:

APPLES (RED/GREEN)
This most commonly found fruit contained antioxidant on every bites. This fruit is easy to come by, you can slice it or you can mix it with some other fruits and make a juice or whatever. Just have it as your daily consumption.

DRAGON FRUIT (PITAYA)
This fruit looks funny and scaly. But they do not taste weird at all. Just eat the flesh because the skin is not edible.

STRAWBERRY (AND Its FELLOW BERRIES)
Oww, Strawberry! Nice one right? You can juice it, put it on your cake, and make it as jam on your sandwiches. If you do not favor strawberry, you can also have blackberries, blueberries, cranberries, raspberries! They all contained antioxidant, so feel free to consume them.

There are some other fruits you can consume to gain the needed antioxidant substance. They do not just make you stay young; they also prevent cancers and other disease caused by the free radicals. By consuming these fruits and staying young does not mean you do not grow old. It is just that you keep your appearance young and your body healthy.

So, consume your healthy fruits but along side of that, sleep on time and drink lots of water.

Embrace a healthy lifestyle and live a life of happiness!

Much love,
MK.

Find my official article HERE.
And the lists of my articles HERE.

The Power of A Hug and Hugging

Do you know that hugging is a very powerful action?

A hug or the act of hugging is a magical thing to do and experienced. By hugging you can heal a friend's broken heart. You can heal a person’s sadness and pain. You can make awkward situation become less tense. You can relax someone’s feeling.

By hugging someone you are showing them that you love them in a friendly manner. By hugging them you are showing that you support them and that they mean something to you.
So share your hug! Just a simple 3 seconds hug, cheer people up, and make them feel like they are worthy and appreciated.

Of course you do not go and just hug strangers on the street! Just hug people that you know and unless you are hugging your parents or lovers, when you feel like someone is in need of a hug you have to ask permission first.

This is a very positive action and there are ripple effects in hugging. When you make someone feel better this automatically makes them feel more positive towards life and people around them.

Even though in some cultures hugging is an intimate action, it is highly advisable to hug people that you care about. Hugging does not mean you fancy them, it just mean to show that you care and you support them. So if your culture permits it, hug your parents, hug your lover, hug your friends, and hug people that you really care about. Hug and really mean to hug.

Life will be much more positive and people hearts will be more accepting everywhere.

Much Love,
MK

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And the lists of my articles HERE.

Global Warming for Dummies and Ways to Prevent it Individually

In this modern society, the weather change has been felt tremendously across the world. In some part of the world, disasters caused by the global warming were and are happening everywhere. The sea level is increasing as this article is being write because the snow and ice of the north pole and the Arctic area in the south pole is melting to the sea, even the level of snow on Himalayan mountain is decreasing every year. The glass house emission is increasing and the significant rise is most noticeable in developing countries such as China, Indonesia and India.

There are some ways to prevent the global warming if only 1/4 population of this planet are willing to work together on this. It is especially important for countries with huge population like the USA, China, Indonesia and India to understand that this Global Warming threat is not a joke.

In order to prevent this natural disasters from happening, we have to start maintaining the nature.
Here are some ways to prevent the global warming.

If these are done individually, nothing will change much but they are worth trying:

- Use less Plastic.
Plastic is one of the most difficult material to be decomposed underground. You can burn them but the smoke is poisonous and it will just make the global warming worst.

- Use Eco friendly vehicles.
The smoke generated from the engine of normal petroleum vehicles are also the cause of the global warming. Try to use Eco friendly vehicles or if not then just drive less. You can try to walk more or use the bicycle.

- Plant trees or any plants in your neighborhood.
If you live in a building without garden then you can try to plant it on the roof or get a pot and grow something on it. More green is better.

- Don't smoke cigarette or cigar.
Some of you might not believe it, but the amount of the smoker's smoke in the world is one of the contributors to the global warming!

- Recycle your household trash. 
 Re-use them if possible. separate the dry trash and wet trash.

 Those are the most common possible ways, please try to do them. The earth would then slowly become a better place instead of getting hotter and hotter, and more disastrous every year.

If you are financially well, try to get your hand on renewable energy source such as the solar panel, wind generator or water generator!

Let's save the earth together! ^^

Original Article can be found HERE.

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• Water for Elephants Movie (2011)
• 5 Easy Tips to Lose Some Weight with No Stress Involved
• The 6 Must Visit Spots in North Sumatera You don't Want to Miss
• Global Warming for Dummies and Ways to Prevent it Individually
• An Apple a Day Keeps the Doctors Away
• How to Make Income from The Internet Without using Google Adsense
• Doraemon the Magical Robot Cat from the Future
• Let Go Your Ego and Choose to Live a Happy Life
• Kopi Luwak Civet Coffee the Most Expensive Coffee in the World
• Dragon Fruit a Very Healthy Funny Looking Fruit
• Beautiful Places to Visit Before the End of the World
• Patapon 3 Awesome Sequel Rhyme Game for the PSP Console
• Vegetarian Dietary Beneficial and a Better Lifestyle

Adieu,
Happy Reading :)

Dating and Tips on Keeping It Going Smoothly

Dating is the most awesome activity you people in relationship are blessed with.
Even with all the glory and no matter how much you love your other half, with unannounced circumstances like menstrual cycles and mood swings this dating thing could suddenly go flat and boring. You do not want this to happen when you guys are on a date!

So here are some activity and additional tips to smooth out your dating time:

• Taking your partner to the movies
sometimes when you take your partner to the movies, one of you might not like this movie as much as the other one. To make this situation more enjoyable you should make sure that you tell him/her how much you appreciate it that they want to accompany you.

• Long drive in a car
one of you would be driving and normally you guys would fall into this comfortable silence where each of you would enjoy the other one’s company. On the other hand, sometimes things could get a little boring, to chill things out, just sing a song and make a joke like *turning off the cassette/CD/radio* “They are thirsty already.”

• Walking on the beach
Even though this is the most romantic things to do with your partner. Spice it up by hiding a rose up your sleeves or something.


• No where to go
Come over to her house to watch DVDs with just her or her family, or you could just send her a nice voice note of you singing a love song for her (even if you cannot sing properly).
If you just cannot think of anything that you guys usually do that is exciting, find an empty schedule for a couple of days and ask her/him to go on a mini vacation like hiking, mountain climbing, boat riding, or just travel somewhere near together.

When you already got a partner and someone you want to spend your time with, do not let go just because you are too lazy to be a little creative. Trust me, it is worth it!

Make them always feel good and content whenever they are with you is your main business.

Click here is the original Article.

If you like this article by Marlina Koh, you might want to check these articles as well:

• Kakashi and Kakashi's True Face
• 6 Easy Keys to Sell Your Products On a Face to Face Deal
• Water for Elephants Movie (2011)
• 5 Easy Tips to Lose Some Weight with No Stress Involved
• The 6 Must Visit Spots in North Sumatera You don't Want to Miss
• Global Warming for Dummies and Ways to Prevent it Individually
• An Apple a Day Keeps the Doctors Away
• How to Make Income from The Internet Without using Google Adsense
• Doraemon the Magical Robot Cat from the Future
• Let Go Your Ego and Choose to Live a Happy Life
• Kopi Luwak Civet Coffee the Most Expensive Coffee in the World
• Dragon Fruit a Very Healthy Funny Looking Fruit
• Beautiful Places to Visit Before the End of the World
• Patapon 3 Awesome Sequel Rhyme Game for the PSP Console
• Vegetarian Dietary Beneficial and a Better Lifestyle

Adieu,
Enjoy Life <3

 

annoyed?

LOL

that's me btw.

35 Quotes Every Girl Loves to Hear

1. If he's dumb enough to let you go, be smart enough to walk away..
2. A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left..
3. There's three things in life every girl needs.. Love to make her weak, Alcohol to make her strong, Best friends when both things make her hit the floor..
4. If you looked inside a girl, you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets & lots of lies but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong..
5. Beneath the make-up and behind the smile is just a girl who wishes for the world..
6. Girls like us don't come around to often, you'll learn to love us. hate us and your simply wasting your time because you can't beat us and you sure as hell can't join us..
7. Every girl wants a man that she can run up to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is " Baby your Beautiful " and mean it..
8. I wont mess with your head or play with your heart, because I'm a real girl and I'll finish what i start..
9. Hate all you want, but you cant break the girl who thinks nothing of you..
10. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything..
11. Why cant I be the girl. The one you talk about to all your friends. The one that outs that smile on your face. The one that you want to be with..
12. I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose. The one where he cant walk away from knowing she's mad at him, the one who can't fall asleep without hearing her voice. The one he Can't live without!
13. One boy, one girl. two hearts. their world..
14. And in the end I'm not perfect I'll annoy you and tick you off say stupid things and then take them back but put all of that aside and you will never find a girl who loves you more than me..
15. A wise girl knows her limits, But a great girl knows she has none..
16. Never regret something that once made you smile..
17. Beauty lies in the eyes of the jealous girl who doesn't want to admit she envies you..
18. You're nobody till your talked about..
19. You can call me a slut. Too bad it isn't true. Sorry hunnie but I'm not you..
20. Every long lost dream led me to where you are. Others who broke my heart, they were North stars, pointing me on my way into your loving arms. God bless the broken road that led me straight to you..
21. Laugh your heart out, Dance in the rain, Cherish the moments and Ignore the pain. Love and Learn.. Forgive and Forget.. Because remember you only have one life time left..
22. You know your the best when even people you don't know hate you..
23. Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of time, laugh when you can, apologize when you should. and let go of what you cant change. Love deeply and forgive quickly take chances. give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you get and always remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong but always remember.. Life goes on..
24. I've learned that Goodbyes will hurt. Pictures never replace being there, memories good or bad bring tears and words can never replace those feelings..
25. The bad guys lie to get in your pants, the good guys lie to get in your heart..
26. Don't go looking for love; let it find you because that is why it's called falling; you don't mean to... you just do..
27. She smashed the rear view mirror with her fist because starting today she's never going back..
28. We're just silly girls, who fall for stupid boys..
29. All I need is just.. once chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend the day with you to show you how were so alike. One kiss to prove were more than just friends & one night to hold you tight..
30. Here is to the nights that turned to mornings, to the friends that turned to family..
31. Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new beginning..
32. All I want is for one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same..
33. Years from now I won't remember all those crazy nights or all those times that made us laugh till our stomachs hurt but I'll always remember that you were the one there through it all..
34. Hug harder. Laugh louder. Smile bigger. Love Longer..
35. To every bitch, there's a guy who made her that way..

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The Wonder of A Musical Instrument

Ola!

I am guessing that many people knows how to play instrument aye? I mean, some people know how to play the piano, the violin, the drum or the guitar or the pipe bag?!
But not me ey!
The only instrument I played was a "flute" in Junior high! Mind you, A damn freaking flute. I can't even remember how to play that one anymore. It was a compulsory instrument for Music Subject back then.

Anywayyy, after a long consideration I got me'self a GUITAR! ohohooo!

A real acoustic guitar people! Jealous much? HAHA... maybe not.
soo, I am thrilling my pants rite nowww! hehehe.. I feel like Bruno Mars slash Melissa Etheridge when I get my hand on the guitar today!

It's a "Kapok" brand. Made in CHINA. yeahh.. no shame man. I am beginners, mind you I'm not gonna waste my money on fancy things like the expensive Yamaha guitar or the electric guitar that I'm not even expertize in yet.

So, as I'm writing this entry rite now, i am actually taking a break from hurting my fingers! i am telling you! those strings feels like they are piercing through my fingers' skin! Bloody hurtssss! I've searched the internet on how to play the C Major chord. (Bless us for the technology!) and i also found out that it's normal for the fingers to feel hurt the first time around.
So, i suppose my pinkies will get used to the strings later on as i keep practicing.

Anyway my guitar looks exactly like this:

Disclaimer: I am ripping this picture right off Google image. I am not the owner of this picture!

My fingers still hurts and I am too lazy to take picture of my brand new guitar. But it looks exactly like that! (thank you internet, you are a miracle!)





Well! I am in love with this guitar instrument thingy! *hug the guitar
I hope i can start playing a song soon tho.. that's gonna be awesome~!

i think it's because i have been playing PATAPON 3 on PSP too much that I want to be able to create a melody other than Pata pata pata pon or something! *ugh

Back to the craziness of my newest obsession of guitar melody!



Have a great life people!
MK

Natalie Portman Can Rap Guys!

Check this outt:



Natalie Portman is so Super!
That's the word! Super!
the woman graduated from Harvard, starred in many blockbuster movies, won an oscar, and so on and so on..

Then now...! She Rap! yeah, literally like Jay-Z, Dr.Dre, Eminem... omg.. She's like the female version of EMINEM, i am impressed =,,,,,= HAHA!



Love and Hug,
MK.

The One Flaw in Women

By the time the Lord made woman, he has been working straight for six days. He was very tired.

An angel appeared before Him and asked, “Lord, why are you spending so much time on this one?”

The Lord answered, “Have you seen the blue-print on this creation? She has to be water-proof, but not plastic or hard. She must have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and be able to function on Diet Coke and leftovers. She must have a lap that can hold at least four children at a time, a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and, she must be able to talk on the telephone, cook, scold a child and pet the dog all at the same time with only two hands.”

The angel was astounded. “No way! Only two hands!”

“Yes.” The Lord said. “And that’s just the standard model.”

“Lord that is too much work for you. Wait until tomorrow. You can finish her up then.”

“No!” The Lord protested. “I am too close to finishing this creation that is so close to my heart. She can already heal herself and work 18 hours a day. I’m just about done.”

The angel moved in for a closer look and touched the woman. “Lord, you’ve made her so soft.”

“Yes, she is soft,” the Lord agreed. “But she is also tough! You have no idea what she can do, endure or accomplish.”

“Will she be able to think too? the angel asked.

The Lord replied, “Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to pray, reason, mediate, negotiate and meditate.”

The angel noticed something and reaches out to touch the woman’s cheek. “Oops! You’ve put so much in her, she starting to leak Lord. I told you were putting too much in this one.”

“That’s not a leak. That’s a tear.

“What’s that for?” The angel inquired.

The Lord whispered, “Her tears are the way she will express her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride. It is a symbol of her heart.”

The angel was impressed. “You are a genius Lord. You’ve thought of everything. This "woman" you are making is truly amazing is she not?”

With all the pride of a brand new father the Lord said, “Oh yes she is! She is ! These women will have strengths that will amaze men. They can bear hardships and carry burdens, but they will at the same time hold happiness, love and joy. They will smile when they want to scream. Sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for those they love and all that they believe in. They stand up for injustice and remain seated in humility. They will not take no for an answer when they know there is a better way. They will go without anything so that their family, particularly the children can have what they need. They will go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They will go to court with a wayward husband. They love unconditionally, often asking for and taking little in return. They cry when their children, excel and cheer when their friends are rewarded. They are happy to hear about a birth, knowing the difficulties that may be faced ahead. They cheer because they will help a friend through it all. They love weddings and might even help make the dress. They can cook; some can even bake. Their hearts break when someone dies yet, they are strong when others may think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart and, they will offer them to anyone who needs one. Women come in all sizes, shapes and colors. They can walk, run, fly, drive or e-mail to remind you that they love you. It is the heart of a woman that will keep the world turning and things in order. They have the babies because men could never figure out how to put so much in such a small space. Women bring hope and joy. They give birth to compassion and ideals. They are the moral support that keeps the family of humanity together. Women have important things to say and even more important things to do. They ask very little and offer all they have - and that is their only one flaw...."

“What is that flaw?” asked the angel.

The Lord then responded sadly,

“They seem to always forget their worth.”